Monday, March 19, 2012

Online jobs are real !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.dataentryjobs.us/76886.html
Since I have had so much time at home I have been researching sites that claim to be ways to earn money online for free without putting in a credit card number or information that scammers use to rip people off. I found this one site that has prove to be true so far. http://www.dataentryjobs.us/76886.html I am already rolling in some extra cash not making me rich at the moment. Every little bit counts today even if it is a hundred dollars or so. If anyone has any questions I can be found on facebood at https://www.facebook.com/messages/100000328355819#!/profile.php?id=100000528532109 . I'm a real person earning real money online while I get my education online. So yes, it can be done it just take time and patients and a little research for what works for you.

Monday, September 6, 2010

smiles

: ) Even when times get hard it is rare to find me not smiling. I try to put a front up to keep others from sensing how I truly feel. I don't believe in pity parties and making others feel down on my account. Most times I feel much better if I can make someone smile or just do something good for someone. Gives me a satisfactory feeling that makes me smile and then I know things could be worse than they really are.There will always be a silver lining in every cloud. Then I really know something simple as a good morning or a smile can turn a bad day around.  : )

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Wanted

Sounds like being a criminal. But when thought through everyone wants to be wanted. To feel important and respected by all would be the greatest feeling in the world. All in all one can only get that feeling by self satisfaction. There will always be an empty unwanted feeling and yet the search for love and belonging will go on. Most are happy and content with their lonesome lives going on with the same routine everyday with no one to share it with. Then one day that lonely unwanted feeling will hit them and they will hold that craving until they find the satisfaction they truly desire. But is it even out there? Is it tangible or is it just a mirage in the middle of a long highway never to reach a final destination?

Monday, August 30, 2010

Lost

I'm so lost. I don't even know what to do anymore. Knowing where I belong is even harder. I'm at that time where nothing makes sense. I'm not even sure I know what I want. I feel indecisive. Curling up in a ball in a dark hole sounds like it would feel great right about now.
I wish I knew all the right answers as does everyone else.

Still answers get us further in the middle of nowhere. Answers can lead you on the wildest goose chase. So maybe I'm better off not finding the answers I want. Still feeling lost completely sucks.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Still bad luck

After the house fire we have been required to do paper work that took a great deal of time. I finished the contents paper work a few nights ago. Yet the insurance company still need the title to the trailer and go figure the company we bought the trailer from doesn't have it. It may take longer than we thought to get everything settled and it is so stressful. So far I have learned that when someone tells you if you need anything to just call they are only saying it to sound nice. When you do get around to calling them they don't answer or return a text. It's sad but thank god we are all still okay and we are trying to keep our sanity.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

It's all Gone!

Not a week or so ago our trailer caught fire. There's not much we've been able to do. It seems like our luck has turned completely upside down. Everything was normal that day. My siblings had just started school and I put them on the bus and waited until my mother left for my sisters before I myself left for my aunts so I would spend my day alone at home. I wasn't far and after a few hours we heard popping like someone throwing rocks at a stop sign. Then someone yelled "hey that house is on fire!" We looked out and saw smoke coming from the direction of my home. I took off at a dead run. As I neared the trailer my legs went to jello. All i wanted to do was throw up. neighbors were everywhere not one had made a move to save anything or open a door to see if I was there or not. Running up behind one neighbor I had yelled what happened. Only to get a reply that broke my heart. "You should have been in that trailer." It was like a hot knife through me. Another lady put her arms around me and told me to come with her and she held me as I cried and I finally gathered up enough breath to call my mother. She raced home and barely beat the fire trucks there. By then it was too late hurtful words had been expressed and the fire had done its damage.
Now I'm sitting at a Hardees trying to keep my mind focused on my online school classes and searching for a home for me and my family. All I feel right now is stress, hurt, and fatigue. And I hope that since things have been so unfortunate for us that there can only be that cloud with a silver lining.

Monday, August 2, 2010

Age is just a number, Right?

People are so offended when someone tells them," You act like a two year old, or an old fart."
So what is it about age that we are so offended about? With age comes knowledge and experience learned throughout the years. Years well earned and lived. Being a young adult I have learned to live with other peoples opinions of their view of my age. The way I look is that of a child making it impossible for others to take me seriously. On the other hand My mindset is that of someone older than my true age. Other aren't so lucky they look much older but when maturity and brains come into play they open their mouth and remove all doubt. Other times you here of people talking of the requirements they would want in another partner or companion. They want someone older or younger than their true age. Mostly the desire for someone younger is to make the person feel younger themselves. As long as it is in the legal limits the idea is not that big of deal. Same goes for someone interested in someone older they choose this person most likely for the persons mindset and maturity and rarely for their money. All in all it's love we're looking at right what does it matter how many years apart a couple is or how close? I am not saying to go out and find the youngest or oldest person you can get with but if love strikes you go for it don't hold back. Not that I would just run in with my eyes wide shut but hey everyone should take a look around if you're alone it's your own fault you pass people everyday without looking into their eyes with a smile not giving yourself the chance to meet someone. so for all those singles they should get out there and keep an open mind and eye. Never know you could just pass your next soul mate everyday and not know it.